December 2009
5554.) Maybe you should listen. I say some pretty...
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the year 2009.
I sit here, picking out my clothes for the bonfire, trying to decide if this year was good or bad. After contemplating it for a while, I realize that it’s been one of the best years of my life, despite the negative things that have also happened. Reasons why:
I graduated from high school.
I’ve gotten to know myself a little bit better, even though I’ve found some things...
This piece calms me down. It’s absolutely...
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all we ever do is say goodbye.
Just when I had you off my head, your voice comes thrashing wildly through my quiet bed. You say you want to try again, but I’ve tried everything but giving in. Why you wanna break my heart again? Why am I gonna let you try when all we ever do is say goodbye? I bought a ticket on a plane, and by the time it landed you were gone again. I love you more than songs can say, but I can’t...
13914.) There are times when i ask myself, "Is...
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In your eyes I see myself. You are my best friend. I trust you as you trust me.
In your eyes I see myself. You are my worst enemy. I hate you as you hate me.
In your eyes I see myself. You are my biggest obsession. I long for you as you long for me.
In your eyes I see myself. You are my deepest fear. I cling to you as you cling to me.
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13899.) I don't know what to do anymore. Life...
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Is that what you call a getaway? Well tell me what...
13855.) I know you're upset, but you not talking...
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movieoftheday:
Shakin’ All Over by The Guess...
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I activated my credit card today; now let’s test my self-discipline.
Today’s a better day. I feel a whole lot better, and realize the faults I’ve had these past few days, in not acting like myself.The past is the past. It’s time to live in the present and the future. I read some old journal entries, and I had written something a few months ago about the past. How dwelling...
11272.) I'm undeniably scared of the future. I'm...
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3453.) sometimes i can't tell when you're being...
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today.
weird day.
got up around twelve, took a shower, tried to make myself look/feel good.
i got the looking good part accomplished.
went to barnes and noble with my friend brittney. she was cool.
snapped at dane. totally my fault.
bought a journal for next year, along with a book by joshilyn jackson.
got some coffee, grabbed taboo, and headed to catherine’s.
hung out with a bunch of old...
13792.) Every time I hear someone say something...
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merry christmas.
I’ve been thinking a lot today.
I finished reading “Gods in Alabama”. It was the first book I’ve read in under twenty-four hours in a really long time, and I’m at loss for words. Needless to say, it was fantastic. It was a mixture of a few of my all-time favorites, a little of “The Pact” mixed with Chuck Klosterman’s sarcasm, and Sue Monk...
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so i got the best christmas card today...
You are the one whose smile lights up my whole day- the one who walks with me through everything, the easy and the not-so-easy. You’re the one whose opinion matters to me more than anyone else’s… you understand my quirks, forgive my weaknesses, and know my heart. You brought something to life in me that was sleeping until you kissed it awake, and no matter how long we’ve...
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9.30.2009.
pull it out of the case. admire the mahogany finish, the rosin that’s coated the strings. take out the bow, tighten it up, slide the rosin up and down the horse hairs. twist the knobs, run the bow across. listen closely as the sound resonates through the room, bouncing off the walls and into your ears, into your soul. assume the position, make sure your wrist doesn’t touch the neck....
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So my mother went crazy again. I went over to Dane’s to eat Lucky Charms and watch Michael Buble, and she freaked out when she discovered my whereabouts. She lost her temper, screaming incoherent redneck phrases, and told me to come home. I got there maybe thirty minutes later, where she took my keys and my phone, and took back the coupons she gave me. Ouch. That hurts. ;)
Who I choose to...
I wanna make you smile whenever you’re sad, carry you around when your arthritis is bad. All I wanna do is grow old with you. I’ll give you medicine when your tummy aches, build you a fire if the furnace breaks. Oh it could be so nice growing old with you. I’ll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold. Need you, feed you, even let you hold the remote control. So let...
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10.26.2009.
What is the point of taking the path of least resistance? It’s obvious I choose not to go that way. I’d rather spend my time winding down the paths covered in branches, leaves, poison oak, with little to no sunlight for guidance. I know that when I finally reach the clearing, something much greater will be waiting for me. An oasis.
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11.20.2009
When you find someone that truly loves you for who you are, flaws and all, never let them go. But how do you know that this person feels that way? So accepting, understanding, at one with you? There is no explanation, but when you both reach that mutual feeling of understanding, you just know. It hits you in the face, and you’re overcome with this feeling that you can’t quite shake...
